I miss you
I miss the sudden cheek kisses you kept showering me with,
I miss the way your cold hands found home in mine,
And the way you swayed our hands and marched all the time.
I miss the way you hid your smile beneath that maroon mask
Or the way your eyes just never left mine.
Every time we meet,
There’s always this calm and peace inside me
Which doesn’t or hasnt ever happened ever in life.
Im still trying to find the right words to put the things i had planned to tell you
About the way you make me feel at ease
Or the way you understand my unsaid words too quicky all the time
Alas all i do is stare at you
Wish to see a bit more of those childlike eyes,
Your smile, like the crescent of the moon,
Radiates amongst my gloomy skies.
He sat infront of me, with his blackcurrent milkshake in one hand,
His fuller cheeks were as pink as those strawberries he has promised we’d try,
“Cheers to new beginnings?”
I Iooked at the smile he tried to hide behind the cup,
While his gaze still stuck on my eyes.
“What? Why are you looking at me like that?”
I rested my palm upon my face, unable to speak, for my heart thumbed too loud,
“You look too cute today
And see, we color coordinated again this time!”
The thrill in his sweet voice made me smile,
he suddenly leaned a bit too close to me,
his once crossed legs suddenly engulfed my wobbly ones,
A leg hug it was indeed.
How i wish the time would stop, maybe rest on those wooden chairs and cheap milkshake piles
Or stop beneath the shade of the peculiar tree that swayed in May heat,
Yet his arms kept a cozy hold of me all the time,
Maybe a little more of those smiles to crease
A little too many pecks on cheeks
Or the *mistaken dandruff* forehead kisses at times.
I miss you, even though you’re far away you say
You’re still very much the first thing on my mind,
And present with me among the cold coffees i have,
when i gaze up at the naked stars and listen to kitne haseen zindagi hai yeh
Or the time i smoke your favourite cigarettes for it brings a bit closer to thee
You’re worth it all.
That’s all i have to say to you for this time.
– To the muse of mine :’)